Today, The Love Begins! - Jihan's ver.

Apologizing and Forgiving. I wish it would be as easy as the one in this manga, but it's not that easy in reality. Sometimes his ego or my prestige is too high. I knew that partly it's my fault, but just because the other part is his, I kept quite and just wait until one of us soften and make the "move".

 Just replaced "Tsubaki-kun" with his name. Then that's my story. Eventhough my first boyfrined isn't really my first love, at least, he's the first one who can really make me feel loved and blessed to have the one I love at the same time.

Hell yeah, I've said this sentence A LOT.

"I don't want to let you go home."

 Whenever we arrived at my home, after he took me back home, and he was going back, I was like 

"aawwnn, don't go home yet, I still want to be with you."

well sometimes it worked! LOL ='3

but you know, when he was in a hurry, his temper would got higher, he would rised his voice a bit, and told me that he need to get home right away. It hurted like HELL when that kind of situation happened. But somehow, now I've used to it. It still hurts, but at least I can muffle it a little.